I kinda sorta don't want to go.

:(

We got delayed by a day. The only reason why I wasn't all THAT bummed about going to Hong Kong was because I thought I could make it back here for Halloween.

I don't want to miss Halloween.
Halloween with the barkada is like... the ONE thing I can't miss.

Last year, we bonded so much...
I cried like twice. >.>;;

ARGH, I hope I do get to come back just in time...

Meanwhile, I shall go write Magikus...
And gather the courage to talk to you.

Because.
It's kinda weird... how I feel a barrier. I don't know who made it, maybe it's me and I forgot about it. But I'm really sorry, if it is my fault. I mean... I don't know anymore.

I don't like it. The fact that I have difficulty talking to you.
I miss you.

Maybe things just had really bad timing. Everything just piled up. Sometimes I lose track of things. Sometimes I think I don't know who I am anymore.

I'm getting better. I'm still a little lost. Sometimes I wonder if it's normal, if I was always this lost...
But I think a few things are still missing. I guess there are things you lose over time.

But the last thing I'd want to lose is you.