Why does this always happen?!

I LEFT MY NOTEBOOK AT SCHOOL.
FUCK.

I NEED TO GET HIGH, AS IN I ACTUALLY WANT TO GET HIGH ON A TEST.
THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN ALL THE TIME.
WHY DOES IT HAPPEN WHEN I WANT AND NEED IT?!

:((

FIRST my awesome christmas presents get lost... NOW I LOSE MY NOTEBOOK.

I need to get high in Trignometry Long Test tomorrow.