Trigger.

One day, I'll learn to make you shut up. Yes, you, the scary voice in my head.
I don't care if typing this makes me sound crazy.

But I really need to learn to make you shut up.
Friggin' Inferiority Complex.

Stop it!
I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
I don't have any self-worth anymore.

People pop up every now and then and it makes me feel happy.
It's a sign that someone cares. Someone thinks I'm not worthless, useless, stupid, whatever.

But then you start talking, laughing, belittling, stabbing, killing what little worth I started to gain.

There's this person who told me... "You make me proud either way," whenever I'd worry about a test and I know I'm going to fail it...

But like, I don't give him a real reason to be proud of me. What the hell.

Maybe I shouldn't have read that book.
But it sure does make me think twice about what it's about.
And now I know it's not an option.
And I know for a fact that it's bad and it really affects the people around me.

Great, look at the psycho post I made.