Just for you to know.

I would like you to know, that no, you aren't as useless as you think you really are. Sometimes, okay, maybe many times, we find ourselves thoughtless and we hurl one comment at you after another. And many times, I regret to say, those comments might be thought of as abuse.

But you see, my dear friend, it takes someone close to us to realize that what we hurl at you are actually our way of showing endearment, however strange and twisted it may be. To the untrained eye and ear, we're heartless beings who happen to have the free time to spend with you.

But did you ever consider certain factors? Say, if we truly hated someone... why would we even bother to hang out in the first place? Or would we even waste our breath to even speak with them? Why would we go out of our way to contact, make plans with, meet up with, spend ALMOST A WHOLE DAY with SOMEONE we despise?

To be honest, I don't know. It seems highly illogical to me.

Did you ever wonder why we might have that sort of strange twisted way of showing our affection? Have you ever noticed your own way of showing affection? Is it what other people might deem 'normal'?

In my opinion, we're both strange like that. People might not understand, but that's only because they don't spend as much time with our company as we would with each other.

Never ever let the voice of Illogical Reason get the better of you, my friend.

There are many nights wherein people don't find a good night's sleep. Your friend (or maybe even the others) might be tossing and turning in her (or their) bed(s), just trying to figure out ways they could understand you. They might have arranged different theories into their skulls, embedded them into their memory for future consultation, and at times, they mostly hit one deadend: frustration.

You're pretty unpredictable, I suppose.

They really think of situations of how they can help you in your situation. But, I guess it doesn't help if you don't pull your end of the rope.

Pull yourself up please, we're not letting go either. We'll pull you up, so long as you hold on.

Besides, it's like what you told me. Forgive me for my inability to quote you directly, but in my words:

It's kinda like the problem you're facing is a hill. It's hella hard to climb, but dude, people are pushing you to get over it. It's tough, sure, and people are going out of their way instead of just watching you be a pathetic mess at the bottom of the hill... but that says something, doesn't it?

They don't mind that they're going out of their way to help you, they don't care if they use up their time, because they want you over that hill and that's it.

You're not a burden. You're not useless. People care.