What is going on?

Okay, I feel like crying because I miss Jae Hee.
BUT I'm kinda excited because Isa Fran's coming over.

I'm wondering if I'm still a loner at school.
There's always this thought that sneaks in that tells me that people don't like me. And that they're just tolerating me. Or if there was something about me that just irks them. I'unno.

This is a huge mental dump so maybe I'd be able to sleep or something.

I'd love to talk to someone but I have a feeling I'm going to be judged.