This really sucks.

I'm not allowed to talk about it. But it really really sucks. I don't want to talk about it to certain people. I don't like feeling that I'm not allowed to talk to them, I don't want to feel like they're the enemy.

I just hope they don't start interrogating me since I can only stay silent or tell the truth.

Make them stop, please.

Or. Adopt me so I don't have to say anything to them.