School.

It's just the 2nd day and I'm already stressed. xD

I'm determined not to give up or let my grades go... out of rebellion. I'm the only one who gets affected. [IT'S SO ANNOYING.]

I've been thinking of other ways to rebel... Since I can't smoke, drink, don't plan on doing drugs, and I'm too sane to commit suicide...

I've come up with other ways. :D

1. Grow up and marry a Korean. [No offense to any. Koreans are cool! Dad doesn't like them for some reason.]
2. NOT be a lawyer. [TAKE THAT!]

Okay. Bitin much. :|

Funny quote: "If I could name a country after me... Oh wait. Damn you Scotland, you took the fun away!"

Hahahaha.

Ok, I have to go do my Religion homework... and study my notes so far.
I better save money to buy 3 notebooks or something... Grr, teachers wanted separate notebooks. Dx

School's bittersweet. I mean, I kind of enjoy it at school. It's just that I get stressed easily. xD

Also.

I think I lost it. I mean, I have stage fright now. I could stand in front of the class and not shake. Now I can't. I just stood in front of the class again... made myself look stupid unintentionally [I had a bit more severe inferior complex than usual since a stupid ant bit my lip. It swelled and it was painful and I couldn't move a part of it for a while.] and gave up and went back to my seat nalang. I was shaking when I was in front of the class.

I felt so stupid.

Then... Mrs. Sator asked me to do an Indian accent in Composition class. She said she heard that I was good at making one. I was just like, "What?!"

So I read about one line in class. O_o

Kaya pala... Pauline (Section A) and Armaine (Section C) told Mrs. Sator that I could do an Indian accent. So then... yeah. What the heck? xD

I feel very weird when I get called out. I mean, there are other people in class who are better than me at anything school-related. <-- Look, inferiority complex talking. I hope I don't screw up the thing Yona asked me to do. I mean, yeah, I'm really happy and I did kinda wanted to do this... xD I just hope I don't shake in front of everyone again. :( Maybe I'm not meant to be an actress. But I don't feel like accepting that. Maybe I just have to take another damned class at JRP. Speaking of which, I have to take my final class before I turn 18... =/