Birthday?! I CAN'T BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT.

So here I was, watching videos on YouTube... They were mostly dancing videos (Japanese and Korean) since I was bored and desperate of ideas... I had a feeling I'd need them.

Then I skimmed around Facebook after an email popped up and told me someone commented on my Facebook picture to take it down. xD After going around Facebook, I saw that Kate posted a vid on your wall.

I might've been late seeing it, but it was so nice to hear her voice again! Ahhh, her accent's so different (you guys'd probably think I've got an accent too), she's still the CUTE one and omg her voice! WTF, even when she's NOT SINGING she sounds GOOD.

AHHHH I MISS KATE. AND YOU. I MISS YOU BOTH, ACTUALLY.

:(

You know, we're probably going to see each other's handwriting pretty soon. Well, you saw mine at least. When you send something, it'll probably be your handwriting and MORE.

I JUST FEEL REALLY FUCKING STUPID FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR YOU.
I'd probably try making a vid as well, and I'd include my siblings in it so you can see how big they've grown... But we don't have a camera.

I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU and I can't believe you're just turning frickin' 17 tomorrow!
I'm ranting now and I can't even write properly, I can't write nice. I want to write nice but I can't.

I'm panicking about school on the side while worrying about what I can do for you.
Okay, I think that was an awkward sentence.

But I love you. Okay?
I feel like crying but my body is so weird like my eyes were tearing up and then the tears went back in. :|

What is wrong with me?