I'm sorry, sometimes you don't make sense.

I know you're concerned for me because yes, I'm not supposed to make puyat, but taking the computer away from me makes no sense.

This is exactly why I nearly failed high school. You get mad at me when I don't have anything to pass. But by taking away my laptop, I really won't be able to pass ANYTHING because EVERYTHING IS IN HERE.

I'm sorry I'm a slow worker. It's really hard. And I only get to work at ungodly times that it doesn't make sense to you. Well, it makes no sense to me either and TRUST ME I wish I could work NORMALLY. Like get my homework done EARLY.

BUT IT IS HARD, okay.

I hope I don't start purposely failing again, because IT IS STUPID and IT DOESN'T MAKE PEOPLE WONDER WHY I'M FAILING. PEOPLE JUST SUPPOSE I'M BEING LAZY.

I WISH I COULD JUST BE NORMAL AND BE ABLE TO STUDY AND DO MY HOMEWORK LIKE OTHER PEOPLE DO.

Or at least have mom understand that I'M not the only one who makes puyat and that it's SORT OF NORMAL IN COLLEGE AND HIGH SCHOOL.

Maybe parents should start doing something about that, if it annoys them that much.

/zombie