Just thinking.

Sometimes I'm so fed up with people. Like I want to talk to my friends, but in my mind I just say, "I WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE."

So then SOME people DO talk to me. But they're not the ones I wanted to talk to! I know, it sounds selfish, and I scold myself a lot for thinking that way. Not only that, but it makes me wonder if I'M being thought of that way.

Like when I talk to others, sometimes I think they just tolerate me and are actually annoyed with me.

Sometimes I don't really know if I'm even worth having as a friend...