What's the point?

You read my face, you can read my mind.

Read my blog, you can also read what's on my mind. Same difference.

...I really want to fix this, but I don't know how and it annoys me. I'm scared to do anything because I might mess up and you'd be disappointed or mad even more. It makes me feel stupid and I think you'd be frustrated thinking なんで?! Why couldn't I know any better, ね?

This isn't to say かんけない. It's just that things are pretty むずかしい right now.

ごめんなさい。