Boredom + Panic = Not a good mix.

I've got half a mind to go to my bedroom and study. WTH. o_o;;

I'm panicking since my mum gave me freedom to choose [I did not expect that] what I want for college. It's scary in the sense that it makes me think, "What's the catch?" and other stuff.

History Major
Philosophy

Those two would lead to law.

Communication Arts
Mass Communication

I don't know what the fuck those things are about but they sound fun. I think. >>;

There's also the possibility of going after some engineering course... if I get over my fear of numbers. :| When I see numbers, I panic inside. xD Srsly.

I guess. All I have to do is re-build self esteem and try to get in a better mood or something. Ana noticed I do things better when I feel like it. xD

Maybe I'll go study in a while. :|